Every people have weaknesses yet also have strengths. There is no such thing as “perfect”. There is no such person who’s “superhero”. We are born imperfect. We have different kind of imperfection, some might be physically, some might not be visible. But people also have strengths. We have unique strength, some could be done as it is, some could be strengthen more. And as we grow older and older each day, those weaknesses and strengths may also grow yet may also disappear. To fully have the ability to sketch yourself into a made man, you must not fear of your weaknesses and do not abuse your strengths. There must always be balance in life.
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Oh, this is her
No regrets
I embrace your defects to confess you were my every wish
I admit that I will never feel alone
Once I call you Home -
May parte ng buhay mo na may makikilala kang taong ang hatid sayo ay saya at pag-ibig, kada araw siya ang gusto mong makita at makasama, sa pag-usad ng mabilis na panahon, siya’y aalis, ikaw ay maiiwan na naghihintay. Sa simula ay puno ka ng pag-asa ngunit sa bawat buga ng hangin, ika’y unti-unting nilalamon ng kalungkutan. Iba’t-ibang daing. Hindi ka mapakali at patuloy lang ang pagkatha ng mga maaaring ginagawa nung taong inaantay mo. Iniisip mo nalang ang lahat ng pinaka magandang posibleng dahilan kung bakit hindi pa siya dumarating. At pilit kang naghahanap ng bagay na magiging dahilan upang makalimutan mong may hinihintay ka pa. Ngunit sa huli ikaw pa rin ang talo, babalik pa rin sa dulo ng iyong isipan na may isang tao kang inaantay at kahit anong gawin mong pagkukunwari, nandiyan ka pa rin at naghihintay. Sa kasamaang palad naghihintay ka sa wala at wala kang ideya na ang hinihintay mo ay wala. Kaya lahat ay wala, walang hinihintay, walang kamalay-malay at walang kalaban-laban.
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Araw ng bilangan
Marami nanaman ang nangangampanya
Pangako dito, doon at kahit saan
Platapormang iisa, lahat ay hindi bago sa paningin
Ni isa walang natupad, lahat nakabinbinTaong makapangyarihan, silang nagkakampihan
Sa kanilang talumpati, sila’y pakinggan
‘Pag sila’y na-halal, nakaraan kanilang kakalimutan
Sa darating na halalan, ikaw ay kanilang kaibiganKaya’t pagdating ng itinakdang araw
Balota’y ating pagmasdan
Huwag tignan ang pangalan
Kundi ang kanilang katapatanHindi lahat ng nakikita ay totoo
Mata’y pagyamanin ng tamang pagtingin
Taong pipiliin siguraduhin ay mataimtim
Dahil bawat boto ay tarak na bibilangin -
"There are certain things in life where you know it’s a mistake but you don’t really know it’s a mistake because the only way to know that it really is a mistake is to make that mistake and go, “Yup, that was a mistake”. So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you’ll go about your whole life not knowing whether it was a mistake or not."Lily Aldrin, How I Met Your Mother
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Enter sandman
Good morning lovely place
I’m still dreaming about yesterday
Terrains this eye captured
Small talks ear have heard
Perfume odor nose smelled
Suddenly clouds are crunching
Place I want to be in,
Went dark and scary
I’m still dreaming about yesterday
Good morning lovely place -
I marked my calendar today. It was not a special day after all. There are just complicated situation yet fascinating things that happened today.
After weeks of lonesomeness in the dark, I became confused with questions like what is real and what is not. I do not really know what to believe. Tricky questions and mumbling dreams all over my tangled mind.
Complicated relationship are meant to mold a person to a stronger person, this is what I am trying to depend on. Tried to forget the intricate past, tried to discover who I really am, alone.
Realizations grazed into the inner of my mind. Not all times, you have to forget those who once broke your trust, you sometimes even have to give them another chance. Enlightened that the shattered pieces are need to be fixed. Knew that the wrong doing could be corrected. That’s why pencils have erasers.
Today, the day I’ve met once again the lady whom I once love and care for. The lady I’ve spent time with. I met you once again, after several weeks of hiatus incorporated with broken heart and crying eyes.
I love you still.
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Brownout
Sa pagsulpot ng tula, matumal
Sabay sa panahon, walang kasing tumal
Kanina nga’y tula ay siyang dumampi
Titik ay iginuguhit sa papel na maliit
Kulog ay humuni, kidlat ay nagningning
Paningin ay nagdilim, tula ko’y nanatiling lihim -
“When people see that symbol—train-hoppers, walkers, whoever—when they see it, they know it’s a safe place where they can get fed. We wanted to throw that sign up for everybody that listens to music who wants to find some place they can go where they’re not going to get judged and where they can be a part of something. It doesn’t have to be a scene. It doesn’t matter what they wear. It doesn’t matter what else they listen to. Nothing fucking matters. You’re welcome here, no matter who you are and no matter what you do. As long as you’re not a dick. At the same time, it attracts those people who really are looking for it. For everyone else who doesn’t know, they just see an X.” - Anthony Green